Dear King,
I'm going to leave it at that for the both of us. This article was mainly to release my feelings, I don't know if this will help anyone or help you, but I want it to help me.
You're probably reading this because you were either too busy to text me which I get...or you forgot. Even if you didn't actually forget and you were busy, it's always something that I think about and between us, I cry myself to sleep thinking of scenarios.Last night I messed myself up a bit. I closed my eyes all calm about it and I wake up moments later.
I was dreaming about you! It got me so excited at first, we were holding hands and walking down the streets of my town. We even stopped by for gelato! (My personal favorite) It was...incredible for me.
Then you began drifting off, flying into the air as it grew black. Before you disappeared you had a scary grin on your face and then a bunch of faces I recognized was making fun of me. Saying stuff like "Your stupid. He'd never do so much as to look at you." or "He was only gonna use you." Use me for what? I'm not planning on giving myself up to him if we ever met.
I remember this because it replays in my head and I hate it, but at the end of the day, I have to realize that I don't know whats going on in your life and I'm okay with that. As long as no secrets are kept...right?