How should I feel about you? I admit it once more alright? I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I miss your smile and your lazy voice. I loved how we could be there for each other. I loved that you teased and bothered me. I loved that we played football. I loved every single thing about you but I was blind.
Is that what you wanted? I still love you. Is that what I need to say so that I can have you back?
There exists a "maybe" you're gonna come back, and I know I shouldn't do it, but I keep on thinking how would I react if I get the chance to see you once more. I don't know what would I do or say or feel or think. Would it be wrong to hug you? To act as if you were a stranger? To cry? To give you a cold look?
I don't know about you but I am going to continue praying for you.