You wake up, go to school , eat, sleep, going in circles
every single day. And at the end of it, I sit in the corner of my
bed, watching series to escape from the reality. To forget that
I'm super sad and disappointed of my weaknesses.
Staying up late, crying and trying to understand why my mom
didn't get an abortion 16 years ago. Maybe if she knew
what I will become she would do it.
Sometimes I want to leave this place, even this planet. Get far
away and never come back. Let everybody forget me and bury
me in their memory.

Pretending it's everything okay, dying alone in the sunrise.