Loving yourself is a hard thing. Believe me. I have tried but nothing. I always wanted a miracle to happen but I feel like god can't forgive me for all the things I have done. I can't forgive myself. It's hard. But you know one thing. I gave up. I can't no more. I always try so hard to be nice. I feel like my friends don't give about me. I hate when people try to help me. They make it worst. If you wanna help me Well....you can try,..but nothing EVER works.