he said: '' i love you ''... then he asked me: Aren't gonna say it back?

I have always loved how he looked at me, how he smiled every time i said something stupid. He love me with all his heart and lust, he reminded me that i was alive .He missed me every second so he'll send me messages for good night and good morning.

But he knew, he was noticing a big distance in my eyes. There was always some mystery in my sentences, fear in my breath, insecurity in me. An the worst is that i didn't lie to him, but i was lying myself that every thing is gonna be fine.

And that day came. It was raining, we were siting there and we knew - the end was coming. The tears rolled on my face like a big waterfall, his too. That was the last time i saw him...