I kind of find it funny how you can be so terrified to lose someone, and when it comes down to it, that person that you've been so scared to lose, they couldn't give a damn if you were in their life or not. When you find that out its kinda like your whole world stops and you start to think. You think about all the time and effort you've put into that person, just trying to make sure they were happy. You then begin to realize how truly selfish that person was, looking back at all the times you talked, texted, or whatever and you realize all they ever did was talk about themselves. Not once did they ask about you, about your day, or even how you were feeling. It all revolved around them, but the most selfish thing that they did by far was shattering your world without thinking twice about it. As much as you want to hate that person, it proves itself nearly impossible because you start to recall all of their redeeming qualities, and how you know that deep down they can truly be a good person because you've seen it. You don't want to let them go, you can't envision a life without them in it. But pretty soon you go days without talking, and then the days turn into weeks, and weeks turn into months, and it's killing you to not talk to them. By that point, you realize that its just time to let them go because no matter how hard you try, they're not coming back...