sometimes I wonder If I really need people while I have all the things I have . I'm talented in multiple things.. I can draw very well, professional level ... I can do science quite good... I have passion in reading novels, philosophy and science .. I'm creative and I truly surprise myself sometimes....

yes that sounds arrogant, narcissist ,, but when are we going to value ourselves? to know our true worth and be proud of what we have? to stop letting people treat us with less respect than we deserve? fuck being humble.. believe in yourself and know that you deserve better...

I've been left out by my closest friends.. I've been betrayed by those who suppose to support me and love me..

I have the attention of an amazing guy.. smart, talented, handsome , and caring guy.. one who prefers to break his own heart to keep mine from breaking.. though ..my closest friends.. they fucking broke it.. I gave them the trust that may destroy me..and this is exactly what they have done ...

I have myself..I have my art, coffee, music and books.. and I have him.. fuck everything else..