I’m sitting
In my shower
I have been
For like an hour
I am scrubbing
At my skin
It was clean
When I got in
But I feel
Dirt and filth
I was ever
Touched by him

And I will never in my lifetime can understand how you looked right in to my eyes and lied.

Every cell in our body replaces itself every 7th year. How beautiful it is that one day I will have a body that your hands has not touched, lips you have never kissed.

The bruises your hands left to me will fade.