That longing feeling I crave
For him to hold me
Kiss me
Touch me
And cuddle me

I’ve never had that feeling
I’ve never even had my first kiss
Never had my had my hand held by him
Never had that feeling of when he text back

“You’re different, that’s why they don’t like you.” He said
Different?
Is he calling me fat?

Wake up at 5:30 to start my hair
Then proceed to do my makeup
Pick out the best outfit I have
And to finish, about 10 pumps of perfume

Did I do something wrong ?
Was it the hair?
Was the makeup to much?
My outfit was a bit lazy
maybe it was the perfume. To much?

Maybe he isn’t worth it.
I shouldn’t have to change for him.
I like myself, I’m beautiful.
I am strong.
You don’t have to change a thing.

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this is something I wrote in about 2 days.
This is just what I feel.

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