I feel detached, like I'm floating.
I feel like I am not me.
I feel like everything is two-dimensional.
I feel like everything is artificial and painted on.
I barely recognize my face or voice and when I look at my hands, I'm genuinely shocked that it is how they are and how they look and feel.
My vision is always splotchy and static-like, like it could be so easily wiped off, but I never can shake it.
I try to control it, but by doing so, I've wound myself up into a mess of mental illness.