We didn't date. Technically he wasn't an ex boyfriend,but he was an ex-something. Idk what,he just meant a lot of for me,I would do anything for him,but everything he did is that he lied to me. He made me feel special and at the end he left and broke me. He was the first and I hope the last boy for who I cried.
I talked about him like he put the stars in the sky. He said that he is mine,I said that I am his,but the only difference is,I didn't lie to him,
I want to forget him,but I can't. I can't accept how bad person he is and that he doesn't deserve my attention. It's hard,really is. There's a part of me that's going to be in love with him for the rest of my life. He doesn't care at all,I mean nothing for him... although three months have passed, it's still destroying me the fact how I believed to him every fucking word. Because of him I can't be with any other boy,because I still miss him,I really do. I hope he is happy now...