Hello guys,

Have you ever experienced a bad day? No I am not talking about a day that was full with bad luck and everything seemed against you. No I am not talking about a day that everything went wrong. I am talking about a day that you felt so bad in your life, about the people you have in your life, about what you've achieved until now, about your future, about YOU!

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Well today I had a day like that. For not a particular reason I felt really bad about who I am .. The most terrifying thing I could say I experienced was me losing my hope about everything.

Yes I feel alone. I feel that nobody understands the way I think, the way I act, the way I wanna live my my life, the things I am enjoying, the company that I want, my perspective of the world.

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Everyone tells me that I am a really introverted person and that is the reason I don't have a lot of friends or the reason I am not in a relationship. People also tell me that my silence some times can be mistaken for ignorance.

If you are a person like me you already know the truth. If you are not let me give you my perspective of things.

In my mind I am neither silent nor ignorant. On the contrary I am very loud with a lot of ideas and thoughts about everything. It is not truth that I don't like people or I don't wanna talk to them. It is just that I am a very shy person, that doesn't know what to say and when to say it. It is also truth that I don't really like to share too many things with other people.

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But that doesn't mean I always enjoy being lonely or I feel good by myself. A lot of times I find myself drowning in my own thoughts and worries and I really wanna have someone here talking to .. I want some on to help me survive in this world.

Anyway guys I know that was a big article and a more personal I could say. I just wanted to share some of my thoughts with you. I find this whole proccess of writing very relieving!
If you like similar articles it would be my pleasure to write more ♥
Don't give up on life and don't feel alone. There are plenty of people out there who experience the same things as you.
(Sorry for my grammar mistakes)

See ya!