Happy. That's how people refer me. A joy girl who always laugh non-stop. Yep. That's what they see. They don't see the struggle, the effort I've made just to be that happy-to flash delightful smile every single time. I have that dark side too. I mean, everyone has that. It doesn't easy to keep up this kinda happiness. It's need courage, to talk to mirror or to ourselves everyday. It's fine tho because it'll bring positive outcome for some people. I choose the positive side and you should too.