need to write this...
the last week was a rollercoaster, I don't know how to be strong enough to say no, I mean say no to him, the person that make my life a nightmare and a living dream, I need to move on, this feeling is killing me, when he needs me am always there for him when he needs me I never say no, but
he is too selfish to worry about the feelings of others and I still love him...
he is the fire where my soul find warmness
he is the cold where my heart lose hope
he is the sun where I find the way to reach home.