I don't belong here,

Here doesn't belong to me.

I've tried. I've tried to fix things, I've tried to make people love me,
to love people, to love my life the way it is...

but I can't.

I can't and I don't want to.

Don't get me wrong, I know somewhere out there there is

a place,

a person,

a life I can call mine.

A thing I can call home

A group of people I can call real friends

I am afraid this place is not here.

I am afraid I don't belong here.

But where ? When ?

That's all I have to figure out..