There are moments when I am all alone with my thoughts. If that moments happen after midnight there is a strange sorrow surrounding my mind, but when afternoon comes it is like everything is back to being ok. Because of that there is a question that is constantly over my head and I cant get rid of it. The biggest problem is that I dont know the answer.

That question is :

What do I truly think or believe ? Is everything I am thinking about in "the state of sorrow" real? There are so many things I wish I could say in that moment ...but once the sorrow goes away it is like those thoughts never happened-like they belong to someone else.

Am I the only one feeling this way?