what does my heart say to do, as work?
if my time is value then how should i spend my time to make a living?
I dont think i require much money, but how should i get that money? What is my sacred calling? What am I to contribute? That does not come from false selves, greed, or fantasy ?

I am lost. I cannot stay on welfare forever. I have education, I think I have some unique skills? But I just don't know, don't know, what is best, so I just sit here in the safety box of indecision- waiting to make my first move.....