I will always care about you. I will always have you in the back of my mind when I am going about my day. A month ago, I wouldn't have been able to sit here and write this because the thought of letting you go made me feel sick to my stomach. I didn't want to lose you. You, on the other hand, were so eager to leave me behind, and that is why I am finally ready to do the same for you. I loved you. I really did. I wanted the best for you, and I still do. But I had to realise the difference between being patient and wasting my damn time. Everyone warned me about you, to proceed with great caution. But i was so caught up in whatever it was I saw in you. To be quite honest I'm not really sure why I loved you. All I know is that I did. With all my heart, but you never felt the same.

It has been a while since I've seen you. I tried to make the distance work. You never did. But I kept on hoping that you were still the guy I remember. The one that held my hand on the Fourth of July as we watched the fireworks explode. My heart and those fireworks were one in the same that night. I couldn't breathe with your arm wrapped around me. In this moment I thought you were the one I would spend my forever with. I fell asleep that night with a smile on my face because I saw a future with you. A great one. How naive I was to ever see anything with you but heartbreak. I ignored all the warnings, and I payed the price. Even now I am still praying that somewere the you that said "Good morning sunshine" the day after the light show was still within you. I hope he is. That version of you that held me tight as I left fo the airport and looked down at me with your gorgeous honey eyes better still be in there somewhere because damn. She'll be one lucky girl. You better treat her better. Nobody ever deserves the kind of "love" you gave me. I forgave you too many times over for you too ever have ever gave a damn about me.

I was enthralled with a memory. A fairytale I played over and over again. I was so hopelessly in love with you, and you couldn't even text me back. You never cared. Ever. I thought I'd see you at least once, but that never happened. Now I am content with never seeing you face again. It hurts, but I've been hurting too hard for too long. I owe this to myself. And that is why I am letting you go. Right here, right now. This has been long overdue.

You broke me, and I will never forgive you. I loved you and I probably always will have feelings for you. You were my first love, my everything. But you never cared. You never desreved my love, and you never will. This is my final goodbye. I don't miss you, and don't text me. You won't get a responce. I don't love you anymore, but I still wish you the best. Just do me one favor. Treat her better.