Dear Him,
The one that told me he cared about me, the one who i waited on. Having feelings for you was the worst thing that happened to me. I wanted you so bad but i knew i couldn't have you, i knew who you were, how you were but i didn't care that's the bad thing. I needed you the most but you were never there for me, you said you cared for me telling me how much you wanted me but i guess that was all a lie. You saying sorry does not do shit even though i say its fine. I lost a part of me because my feelings were so strong for you i didn't care about anything else i'm always going to feel like this, shit i still do. You said things i wanted to hear and i think about that a lot maybe that's why i wanted you but you'll never know.