Being happy usually means my life is passing me by.
When I am happy, I count down the days until my next happiness comes.
"Can't wait"'s build into months and eventually years.
Can't wait for the weekend,
Or for a simple good night's sleep.
I wake up after I get 6 hours, then I can't wait to sleep in
I sleep in, then I can't wait to get home later so I can sleep again.
Eventually I take everything for granted,
Because I can't wait for something better
Always unsatisfied, then back to sad again
When I am sad, I count down the days until my next happiness comes.