I didn't even blink last night,
my eyes were tired of watching rain's victory against me.
I was defeated once again.
They didn't permit my mind to escape in my dreams,
such a cruelty..

Though the rain is gone,my mind still can't remember how to breath,
it makes me forget how to embrace the air in my lungs,
it makes me hate my own organism,
such a shame..

One morning later,i try to understand the meaning of all that happens to my weak mind,
what it takes to make it all right again and forget what i was once capable of doing,
such a mess..