She heard the saying once, “patience is important.”
“If you truly love something let it go. If it comes back, it was meant to be.”
“I know time will tell if we’re meant for this.”
And “Heal yourself first. The rest will come later.”
She has looked up countless quotes, days and nights to find something She can relate to
She sits in Her classroom, listening to music and struggling to understand what is happening
She felt feelings of hope and that it is working, He will be fixed and Her healed; all happy and in love again calling each other lovers
There would be times when She felt scared and that She could be possibly unintentionally feeding herself Her own poison
But She had hope at the end of the day
Daydreaming Him holding Her hands and a look of love and relief in His eyes saying, “I love you, I want to be with you seriously now and I will not let you go at all. I want you as mine and I want to treat you the way you should, I won’t be doing that and I have matured and saw what my drug is,

You.” with a kiss of sugar and sparkling magic
She whispers to herself as She takes a look in the mirror at school, smiles
“It won’t work. No, it is working.” (11/13/17)