You make me sick. The days I spend thinking about you mean nothing to you. I try so hard to fix whatever we have, but you will not let me. Maybe I should leave. But where will I go? You hold my heart, the only place I call home. Without you, I am dead inside. Barely breathing. With every thought of you, I want to throw up. Tears instantly stream down my face. You were the one that was there when I had no one else, but now you are the one breaking me down. You throw the blame on me, and I take the pain like I am strong enough to hold it. I know you are no good for me. But what can I do? You are the only reason I live.

-r.w // @raeannewilliams