I'm over him, I swear. But I cannot stop me from replaying all of those moments we had together. And I could be able to erase them, but every time that I try it feels like I'm doing something wrong, it feels like it's not fair.
And the only explanation I can think of is that I don't want to forget yet, because even though it hurts so badly, still makes me happy, well maybe not HAPPY, but in a quite good mood. Probably the reason why I don't want to let you go is that I love thinking the way you used to le me, and believe me, nobody ever loved me that way, it was kind but still passionate, it was the best feeling I've ever felt.
So I'm not ready to forget, not now at least. Of course I will someday, but not today, that's for sure.