even though I was surrounded by people - people with all kinds of different faces, mouths, eyes, clothes, hands, nails - I still felt alone.
even though my eyes met eyes and smiles, even though I was pushed around and even though people were yelling, laughing, smiling, crying and making me have fun - I still felt alone.
even in the biggest arena, with a the biggest crowd around me, with people who wanted me the best and the worst - I still felt alone.
even though I was in crowd with a lot of people - I still felt alone.
it should’ve been the last feeling I would ever feel, when I was surrounded by beings, but it was the first feeling I felt - loneliness.