Is it bad that I don't know what I'm feeling? That I don't know what I WANT to feel? My feelings are just, like, mixed. I feel happy, depressed, and sad. Is there a word for all these feelings mixed together? I feel happy because I got all my math dine, depressed because I like a guy ( not Steve) who I'm sure won't like me back. And I really don't know why I feel sad. I just don't. Maybe its because I'm alone again and all I want is to feel again. ( if you got that reference, I love you). But I don't know WHAT I want to feel. Love? Compassion?