I think I do a pretty good job at hiding the truth
Hiding the way I feel about things
About someone...
But they don't know it, they just look at me as a funny guy
However, I act weird with a purpose
I do some rather peculiar things sometimes
No one double thinks why I do it, they assume it's because I'm just like that
No, it's for a reason...
It's to get closer to what makes me happy...
To smell it... To see it...
To feel wanted...
But it all comes crashing down because I know nothing is what it seems...
This is all just a blur to me, and I'm not accomplishing anything...
I've made mistakes, some might call me unreliable, I understand that...
But I promise I won't do that to you, my friend...
I won't break you or hurt you, I'll give you what you want...
You told me, I studied and observed vigilantly to achieve what I could...
I don't know if you realize it, but I've always been here...
Day after day..... For you....