Things have been difficult again.
The instability, chaos, anxiety, depression....
The feeling of wanting to rip my chest open to let
all the bad out.
Hiding under the covers and sleeping all day isn't helping and neither
are the pills.
Today, I cannot seem to stay positive. I was able to switch my thoughts and make myself better in the past- but now, Im completely lost in the darkness. There is no light here right now. I pray it comes soon... I hope comes soon. This place is hell on earth. This place is hell in mind.