you come home from the movies one night
and it's 9:00
you get inside and put your bag down resting your head on the bed and by then it's 11
you turn your computer on, only for a while until you crave the burning sensation in your throat
you have a smoke where you try and savour all the nicotine going into your body
your heart decrease in pace, your a lot calmer
its now 12:08 you go back into your room and realise that your going to be alone for the rest of the night
with the fairy lights as the only light, a flag that's meant to symbol pride on the bed frame and a bottle of coke by the bedside

you don’t wanna be alone
but you are