I feel fat and useless and not pretty enough. Sometimes i feel like these feelings are too overwhelming for me. It's eating me inside like a snake. Swallowing me whole, breaking my bones, shattering my heart and suffocating my lungs.

I tell myself to cut down on the sweets, break those sweats, jump from the bed, run around the neighbourhood, live a little and stop feeling sorry for myself and start doing shits to make my life a bit better but.........................................................................................................................

I quit.