this article is very important for me because I believe that young beautiful girls deserve someone to look up too and I wanna be that role model for them. I know how hard it is in this world you feel as though you aren't enough and you feel like you have no power. I use to be really depressed and so I tried to commit suicide. I was so ready to end it and finally leave this terrible world. I felt as though my mom and family never cared for me but I told my best friend she told her mom and if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here so I'm thankful that she told her family. while I was in the hospital I felt like a pin cushion I hated it so much and it felt like nothing changed my parents still fighting. I still wanted to die when I laid on that hospital bed I closed my eyes hoping to never wake up. but now it been a year since I got my heart broken and tried to kill myself and I'm happier then I've ever been. I know a lot of people say don't worry it gets better I never really listened to them thinking "oh wow yeah sure it does" I had given up in school,like I was my worst nightmare I didn't believe in god or anything I just wanted to die. but one day I started telling myself I will be better and live to be the greatest and instead of negative thoughts, I told myself I'm still growing and healing. right now I wanna purse singing and modeling. I might not have the best voice but there is nothing in this world that is going to stop me from doing what I want and I am always gonna be here for anyone.

sincerely ~ nova

I love all my people