[I think that was my big mistake, believe in that you stay with me for “always” as you were saying, now you are at a great distance hurts me to see how everything has changed but that life is not? to overcome things, people, moments that you never but the problem is that never forget you are my first and last love]

I'm stagnant, how can I go forward? It's almost 6 years, I do not know if it's masochism or obsession, I've tried everything I can to get you back into my life, I've failed, how many more years will it take? , I never wanted this, I never imagined that I would miss you and cry you the way I'm doing..