I am not lost. I know that. But in my head, there´s just me. Just me and my thoughts. And sometimes, sometimes there are so many of them, that it feels like I could drown in a sea full of thoughts. And sometimes it is hard, because you can´t always choose the thoughts you´re thinking.
I don´t always like what I think and what I feel.
It feels like a storm full of choked feelings has been living in my head for a long time. Maybe for too long now.
It bothers me, that it bothers me.
I don´t like thinking about it, but I can´t stop. Is it wrong, to feel certain feelings? Is it wrong, to want certain things?
I don´t now. I hope, someday I do...