I feel so weird putting my feelings and thoughts out there to the public but i don't know who to go to since i have no one by my side, sometimes i feel like everyone around me is against me or something. My own family makes me feel like shit. Sometimes i will i could just disappear from all my problems. i cry every single day feeling so worthless, no one will ever know how i feel cause no one truly cares about me at the moment.

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what happened to all those promises? i always wonder if they actually meant something to you. you make me sad and happy at the same time never knew that was possible till today.