We can look back and laugh at it all now. I knew it would never last, but I'm grateful to have had what we had.

You were the one. I still believe that. I think I always will. No one will ever make me feel the way I felt when I was in love with you. I will never feel the pain I felt when I lost you. You killed me and I still stayed around to watch the aftermath.

I never meant to fall for you. Maybe that's why it hurt so much when you kissed her.

You never loved me, I knew that. I still gave you everything anyway. The day a gave myself up to you I came home and cried more than I've ever cried in my whole life. I still went back for more. I cut open my skin with your words and I let you take everything I had and destroy it. If self destruction was a person I think he'd look like you. There still hasn't been one night since where I've slept without seeing you whenever I close my eyes..