So this is something that's been on my mind lately...
I don't know if it's just me but I actually love being alone. Like at school I actually like sitting in the library by myself and not being with anyone for once. And when people see me by myself they're like 'omg you must have no friends you poor thing'. And I'm like, okay so just because I'm by myself I'm lonely? Maybe because I'm going to uni next year and I actually want to get some work done? That's not the only reason.

Why do I like being by myself? Well all the girls at my school seem to care about nothing except boys and looking good. But I don't actually care about those things you know. When I do hang out with them, all they talk about is boys and sex and parties and I DON'T CARE. And sometimes they ask me so when are you getting a boyfriend. Am I not allowed to be a teenager and enjoy life by myself? Maybe because boys my age are stupid? Do I care how many boys you've slept with? no. That's why I prefer to sit by myself at lunchtimes because I can't deal with this crap anymore. Yeah call me a loner.

I have like two close friends and thats it. Thats enough because I'll rather have two friends than knowing fifty people who don't really care about me. I've never been to a real party and I stay at home by myself pretty much every day. Because I like being alone. Ok there's nothing wrong with it. There is a difference between being lonely and being alone you know.