I want to get things done. I want to run away, feel the wind blow on my cheeks, I want to feel alive. But sometimes, that's just not enough, right? To feel alive, you have to do things that makes you feel alive, and that can be things we are afraid to do. Or, simply just...CAN'T GET DONE.

For example, I've always kinda wanted to do a bullet journal. And to get thinner. And to stop eating so unhealthy or just taking care of myself for a while. I seriously feel like it's hard to do all these things to "take care of yourself" or doing things to get happy. So, about the bullet journal. I can't get it done. Because I feel like I have to start it at a special time. I said to myself, "I will start it at the beginning of 2018", but I don't think it's going to happen. I feel like, if you are putting up a special time to do something simple, you're not getting it done. Because that special time isn't going to be special enough.

A lot of people say they are going to start losing weight and eating healthy all at the beginning of a year. 31th of December is the day when everyone's just promising themselves stupid things they later fail at, and why is that? Why are you going to start writing that goddamn journal next month, next Monday, or next year? Why don't you start reading that book or painting that picture NOW?

We all have our own satisfactions and I guess these things are something that has to do with them. If someone of you are anything like me, you have to be in one sort of a mode to start doing that one specific thing.

Don't put up limits for yourself. Because, there is no limits.

Hugs and kisses to all of you who read my first article here ever. Thank you.