It's true, I didn't know how to wait for you. And I believe that waiting for someone should be a privilege because putting your life on hold for yourself deserves some credit. I couldn't find enough reason to be clinging to the emptiness of not having you. Besides, the probability of looking at you again with the same intensity as we were looking at would be very small. It would be wrong to want a future exactly like the past, with the same mistakes, with the same few joys, I deserve better. Still, there is always a small part of me that wants to grab you desperately and sink with you, to a depth that allows us to stay together forever.