Driving through the night, looking up at the dark sky. Watching the moon projecting a beautiful bright light on the street, showing me the way through the darkness. Tears start to fill my eyes yet again, the road starts to get blurry, I'm wiping away the tears but new ones start to form again and again, I can't stop crying. Because all I can think of is how beautiful this life could be if I would not mess it up every single time.

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Looking up at the night sky again, hoping for a sign of some sort. Hoping for a sign that life might get better again. A shooting star flies past the car window. And I am wondering, is this the sign I have been waiting for all along?