//Something changed in me when you held me so close to you. I could hear your heart beating so fast. I could feel your warm breath on my lips. Your one hand tracing my back and the other one at the back of my neck, making small circles. Every time I said that I've to go home, you pulled me close and didn't want me to go. I didn't want to go either. I couldn't see your face in the dark room but I knew your eyes were on me.
Your cheeks are so soft, your jaw is little rough because of the stubble growing. I like it. Your hands fit perfectly with mine. Your lips on my forehead made my day better. Us being so close to each other, that the breaths we took were together, like a perfect rhythm, made me stay in that moment for as long as possible.
But, we can't do it. We cannot do it. We shouldn't. You're my best friend. But we kissed, so soft, so gentle. Like you know what I want to say. But, we cannot do it again. "it'll ruin our friendship" you said. I bit my lip and nod. I've so many questions but I can't ask you because I'm scared. I'm scared of losing my best friend.
We are best friends. Nothing more.//
-H. 10/4

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