I want to start by saying, anxiety is real.
its terrifying and real it could happen in any moment just thinking about the incidents I've had make my heart race.
anxiety has affected who i am as a human.
i cant be in a public place without someone i trust because im scared that any moment anxiety will sneak up on me and ill break down.

im scared to be in elevators by myself because im claustrophobic and anxious that it will break down and ill be trapped without anyway to be saved.
along side anxiety and claustrophobia i have developed insomnia
i have trouble falling asleep even when im extremely tired, i grow weak and helpless because my body cant keep up.
i am becoming useless