Hello hearters!

Here I am again. And I want to talk about a feeling. A feeling that I have never felt... until I met her.

Jealous

Jealousy is an emotion; the term generally refers to the thoughts or feelings of insecurity, fear, concern, and envy over relative lack of possessions, status or something of great personal value, particularly in reference to a comparator. Jealousy often consists of one or more of emotions such as anger, resentment, inadequacy, helplessness or disgust.

And yes, I'm jealous. I feel jealous because of a friend. A long-distance friend.

Let me tell you the story:

I met her in a Whatsapp group, we became friends quickly and we have a loooot of things in common. We live in different countries, but distance means nothing when a person means all, right?

Currently we have four months being friends and I trust a lot on her, I have tell her many secrets of me that I kept and feelings that I used to feel, but I don't know if she feels the same about me.

I am jealous because I feel that she treats me like she does with everyone in the group. I feel jealous because we are far, and I can't do nothing.

And yes, as the cover photo says, I get jealous of stupid things.

I can't get over her or stop with our friendship, I think it can make things worse.

She doesn't know how I feel, and I don't have the courage to tell her, in contrast to, I write hints in the groups and sometimes, she picks them up, but we have never talk about it.

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Is it good to feel like that?
No... truly no.

When I'm jealous I feel like something inside of me is dying or burning down. I feel sad. I want to cry. I want to get disconnected by everything and I want to turn back time and... maybe avoid that situation. That awful situation.

I have talk about this with other friends and it helped me a lot.

So, if you feel like this with your friend, boyfriend/girlfriend or crush, if you want, let me know; maybe we can talk about our feelings and look for a solution.

And as an advice, always let know the person how you feel. Don't commit my mistake, please.

Well, I just wanted to vent with you. It is always good to vent with people and I'm loving this way.

Thanks for reading!