These are some photos from my favourite photographer mixed with short anxiety poems. Anxiety disorder something i deal with like many others, this is just some of the things we have to deal with on a day to day bases

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I buried my worries beneath the cold earth,hoping they would not rise up to haunt me. But in the middle of the night they found me in my bed,dragging me to the dark underneath the world where dreams cant speak and demons taunt, as they play twisted games with my soul. Christy anne martine.
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I Lied and said i was busy. I was busy; not in a way people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths. I was busy silencing irrational thoughts. I was busy calming a racing heart. I was busy telling myself i was okay. Sometimes, this is my busy- and i will not apologise for it.
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I am always overwhelmed by the feeling where your heart wont slow down, and your mind is freaking out, and your palms are sweaty. And i cant help feel like i did something wrong constantly. I'm overwhelmed by anxiety, and i cant stop shaking, and there's no way to stop it,and i'm absolutely miserable, and i cant stop thinking about how it would be if it just stopped,if i just stopped.
photography, fairy lights, and girl image
I can't knock on a door or ask for napkins, I can't call you or ask how you are, I cant raise my hand without the fear of being wrong, I can't hang out with new people. I can't live my life.it's like being in a cage that's unlocked, i can get out but i've trapped myself. it's like wanting to have friends but cant hangout. I's like suffocating but you're still breathing. It's not a way to live, it's a way to die.
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Anxiety. That's what's killing her. She's lost;she's full of fear.Sometimes she's uncomfortable in her own skin. She wants to flee, disappear and turn off the thoughts swarming through her head. She wants to lock herself inside her room where no one can see her, the outside world frightens her. She rather be alone, where anxiety doesn't haunt her.

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