It comes in waves.
I go on with my day to day life as if you never happened and all of a sudden it hits me that you're gone.
The feeling of loneliness cover me completely.
I feel like I'm drowning and there's no way I'll ever be able to breathe again.
I lose all sense of being and float endlessly into nothingness.
It's as if the gaping hole I worked so hard to close opens up again.
Sadness consumes me and I can no longer stand on my two feet.
I fall to the ground and I can't find the strength to move.
I lay there curled in a ball sobbing for someone who never cared.
I can't eat, I can't sleep, and eventually I can't feel.
Our memories flashing in my mind, good and bad.
I miss you so much my heart aches and I feel weak and I feel vulnerable.
It comes in waves.