I love him, I really love him.
We are happy but at the same time sad, our relationship is perfect and at the same time its not. We argue and 5 minutes later we are saying romantic things to each other. I dont know if this is real love or just a a delusion. I make myself believe that its real love, I make myself think that I am happy.
But my thoughts dont help me, I overthink every little thing in our relationship, it makes him mad. It makes me mad. I am just trying to be happy again but there's something inside me that doesnt want to. I dont know if I going crazy or whats happening inside me.
All I know is that I love him like crazy but I am afraid I will end up with a heart broken.