I feel empty.
I tried to think some else word to descripe how I feel,
But when I think of myself,
empty is the only word that comes to my mind.
I have always thought that I need someone to truly love me and fix me, to make me whole again.
But I have realised that isn't true.. because I can't be fixed.
This is the way I am.
And I'm sorry about that.
I'm sorry about everything I said,
and for everything I left unsaid.
I'm sorry for giving up.
I'm sorry for leaving.
But what would you do if you were me?

You deserve so much better.
You deserve someone who loves herself enough to love you the way you deserve to be loved.

And don't you dare say that I didn't love you or respect you.
'Cause, god, I did.
I loved you with every broken piece of me.
But that wasn't enough,
'Cause I'm shattered.
And you deserve so much better.

And I think this is me saying goodbye.
I truly hope you the very best..
And maybe one day, we'll meet again.
In a better place, at a better time.
But for now... I just hope that you're happy.

-allanillusion

love, quotes, and game image

Here are some old writings of mine that I found in my sketchbook a couple of days ago, and I thought I would share them here. I hope you liked it and hope you all have a good day/night. 🖤