why do i feel pain? is it all fake? are we really our true self?is every smile i put on fake,the pain should not hurt this much but why dose it, i am really not needed so why am i here...i was born in the wrong world,this world has unwritten rules that ill never get. why am i still alive i was always just a mistake. the lie i'm fine has been told many times but look on the bright side they don't have to worry, tears every night why do i have to keep it inside it feels like i cant breath but "it will become better it will all become better" just saying that wont change anything so let's all work to change for the better, i know we all have problems and i know its not the same but lets work to fix them