i hate you
i hate how i can still remember our last cuddle
how both of your arms were wrapped around my small figure
your chin resting on top of my head
the heat from your body soaking through the thin fabric of my shirt
comforting me; reminding me that i'm not alone in this world

i hate you
i hate how i still remember the way your soft lips felt against the skin of my forehead
the way that small act radiated so much love and adoration
i felt all of that
and i hate it

i hate you
i hate how memories of me and you keep coming back to me
like a tidal wave i couldn't escape from
memories of how our love felt so real
did you feel it too?

i hate you
i hate how you could act so sweet and loving then just leave me in the wind the next day
i hate how you could just forget everything that happened between us in a snap of a finger
i hate how easy it was for you to move on and find someone new

i hate you
i hate how i still thought you looked adorable while you were awkwardly trying to tell me that we're over

i hate you
i hate how you made me believe that we could last forever

i hate you
i hate how you made me believe that there even was a forever

i hate you
i hate how i can't hate you

i hate you
i hate how i miss you

i hate you
i hate how i still love you