I wasn't happy. I didn't fit in. Now I still don't fit in but this time is different. This time I'm happy and excited for what's yet to come.

I haven´t changed and I know it's my fault. And although I'm still alone and on my own I don't really think I need anyone.

Maybe I have changed. I may not have the courage to do some things I want to do. Yet.

But I'm here and that's a first step. I faced my fears and I got further. Now I know that, with enough time, I'll take the second one. I know one day I'll have it all.

Simply not today.