I'd write in a journal but when I do, it's because I'm frustrated and then I end up tearing the papers out and it's a waste so here I am trying out this journal/article thing. Lmao, nobody will see this but whatever. Constantly, I feel like someone is judging me and I hate it. Especially at school but the feeling usually arises in any public area. I constantly overthink and wonder, "is there something wrong with me? Do I look weird? Is there something on my face? Are my lips crusty?" Sounds overthinky but I just wanted to let it out because that is how I feel ALL the time. It's an overwhelming feeling but yeah. . .

Current song: Ravelling by At the End of Times, Nothing